Mind blown

Woah after rereading this place, I realised how emo I had been since posts from 18 September haha. Didn't actually knew results & reactions from people can affect me so much man. Need to stop living in self-denial & really chiong liao, 31days?!?! WAHHHHHH STREEEESSSSSS

I want to promise myself I'll study happily for myself, nope not for anybody, not my teachers not my parents, for my own fucking pathetic self.

I also want to cheer up but its lika tough  :(