Heartbreak-day

Today was horrible terrible vegetable. My self-confidence & self-esteem has hit an all time low. Spell d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-e-d, freaking ARGGHHH!! No I'm not gonna cry over spilt milk, I'll have a good laugh at my pathetic self & then move on. I don't freaking feel motivated but instead demoralized, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?! Freaking no mood for anything man. Played 3 days of bball straight w/o studying, see lah, now 35days to O's, GOOD JOB TAN JIA KANG. You can go fuck yourself & die in the sea so you wouldn't trouble ppl to clean up your shit.