I've been waking up looking forward to nothing every morning this holidays. Just last minute lepak plans & random spending of $$. Barely turn my computer on these days but I don't study still so doesn't really makes a difference. After all there's always my beloved BlackBerry but there isn't that shine in it being special anymore, just a necessity right now.
Looking at all the fine people around makes me so jealous & just wanna hide myself somewhere nobody will ever see :(
I don't feel comfortable, I hate this feeling.
I can't find anything to rely on, like when I think of this something, I'll be alright. No I don't want to turn to God. I believe in God, but a part of me still doubts. Ironic, contradicting, whatever, just hate me.
Not tryna put *** down, but I just don't like the way they... roll. The way they brainwash, mind-screw & everything happens because of ***. Everything, as in EVERYTHING. I don't know how to put it, but I just don't like it
WTF, okay I know I'm not supposed to be talking abt these sensitive issues online, well luckily no one comes here hehe.
Mmm looks good, I hope I'll enjoy Saturday-Sunday... nah jk I promise I will.
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