Emotions

I'm feeling rather emotional recently, like taking every single "joke" seriously, which i obviously know my friends don't mean it. Is it a 16 years old down syndrome or something? :S IDK but i'm in quite a fuckup mood!! I should stop whining, get the fuck out of here & study/do my homework(s). This feeling is indescribable.

Despite all these, i had a really great time with my friends through the weekends!!

Okay this might sound weird but sometimes, i just feel so left out. I don't get it, why i'm so fuckup.

WHY am i like this, why can't i be a little more.... SHUT THE FUCK UP JIAKANG

Ranting here doesn't help anymore, probably closing this precious private space of two years that kept me company through my up & downs in life since 2008.