Absence makes the heart grows fonder, it's true :(

Life has turned around to a brighter side for me :)
I'm feeling happier day as each day past, how i wish this will never stop.

This is gonna be quite a wordy & long post, haha.

I realise the importance of $$money through this short period of unpredictable World Cup 2010, a little through the hard way, a lot more on seeing how somebody loses his mind & couldn't control himself in this very scary thing called, "GAMBLING".

I've lost $200< in this June-July period, which means 2/3 of my monthly allowance, at least I'm able to pay up & control myself not to hit the magic number of $300. I think paying up when I lose $$ in gambling is very important as it reflects alot about myself & also the impression of me to my "creditor". You owe money for too long, you lose the little bit of respect people have for you. C'mon man, no money, don't gamble!! Simple as that. WB should really reflect on what he has done in this short period of barely 1 month's time. Okay to put it nicely, he lost $500<. Fact is he paid up $100> becos $400< are debts which he owe people, he owes me $70. I'm not expecting it anytime soon, or rather, I'm guessing he would only pay me around next year :S

Thats just the the sad part for him financially. Now, many people I know, A.K.A his creditors, looks down on him/disrespects him. To be honest, i'm also one of them who really look down on him right now, i thought these kinda gambling addiction happens only on drama serials. I used to be his friend, now i can't really stand the sight of him. Firstly he owes me money, then his tone when he talks to me is fuckup. Not shy one sia. He actually got the cheek to ask me for more money so he could pay others first, i told him to fuck off.

Seeing the state he is in, here i vow i'll never end up in a similar plight as him. People like TS, MS, BL, RS, YH & so many others who used to be friends w him shares the same sentiments as me. No we're not fair-weather friends, but what he has done is really too much. My friends are of utmost importance to me, I'll never let them see me in the same light as WB. I trust i do not have a single fair-weather friend, every single one of them is important to me.

Kk time to change the subject, its getting too tense cos the more i type, the more i feel WB is the most retarded arsehole on this Earth.

On a lighter note, my father deposited $200 in to my bank account today!! This means more money to spend/I'm finally able to buy my Braun Buffel wallet!! ^^ I've to admit i was really shock/stun when my father told me this morning that he transfer the $$ to my account. Maybe i shouldn't cos i've always known he was a very generous man!! This has always been on my heart but i've never told a single soul before. He ask me every now & then if i have enough money to spend; he gives my grandfather alot of money every month; he always asks me if i want to bring my friends to DTE's Sakura to eat, his treat. He gives me alot of allowance, compared to some of my friends. To tell the truth, he don't have a very high salary. I don't understand how he is able to keep this family together, he must have sacrificed many meals. He works @ ECP/marine cove, we stay in Changi, he cycles to work everyday to save on transport fees. Yet here i am, spending money as though i deserve $$ rightfully. I should really cherish this father of mine, though naggy & unreasonable at times, he is really a great father.

The End!!