Hi my sweetheart!

This show is actually very nice & addictive! I didn't thought i would get hooked to it untill last night & today i finished all 8 episodes. Episode 9 is coming out tomorrow & suddenly i want tomorrow to come faster! LOL. Show is an asshole this time, SO BEING FUCKING RICH IS A FUCKING BIG DEAL IN LIFE HUH! But i guess his job is to show people what not to do when you are rich haha! Moral of the story, be humble & modest, financial status has no link to your character & personality!

Im one big fat disappointment to HUBC

WTF am i doing today. RETARDED FUCK. Why so sloppy, so stupid. Why do i put so much pressure on myself, the team almost lost the game fucktard. What was i thinking. Just fuck off & die bitch. Nevertheless, its TOP4 baby. If i were to play like this again, i should just quit bball. I NEED to step my fucking lousy game up. Cmon fucktard, just sit on the bench if you can't make it. I DON'T WANT TO BE A BENCH PLAYER.

Mockingbird

This song never fail to touch me.

"I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad "Eminem - Mockingbird



Milo Cup second round next monday(catholic high), tuesday(siglap youth) & thursday(jurong sec). If all goes well, we will go in to top 8 ! C'mon jk find your stroke get back on the court like a man. I want + need this competition alot. Don't wanna disappoint the confidence kmk has in all of us, trained for one whole year. HOME

12/11/09

Happy birthday Sebastian & Ying hui !!

Yesterday lost to whye nam, HUBC 66 - 68 Whye nam

Tomorrow & sunday against Hwa chong & unity .. If we lose just one game, we are out :(

K, bye.

QUICK POST

THIS WEEK IS GONNA BE VERY HAPPENING !

TODAY
Home U 111 - 6 River Valley

Tomorrow
Chinese O's
Minyi youth first game


11/11
Home U Vs Whye Nam ( toughest game in first round)

12/11
YING HUI'S BIRTHDAY

13/11
Home U Vs Hwa Chong ( B )

14/11
REST !! Home U training

15/11
Home U vs Unity Sec ( last first round game )

HOME UNITED PLAYED WELL TODAY, LETS KEEP IT UP PEOPLE !! WEDNESDAY WILL BE THE ACTUAL TEST, WE CAN DO IT !! I SCORE 14 POINTS TODAY IM ELATED.

K,Bye.

Why

Today is thursday & i skipped school.
Took el & hmt results back.

El, 13.5/25, 18/30, 15/30
Hmt, 8.5/20, 28.5/70, 53.5/110

El left summary haven't get back, hmt all high fail lols, overall is 45/100.

Hope next week when i get back other papers, i will be happier haha.

K bye.

EOY

Guess what guys, I'll start my revision tomorrow & first papers start 2days later ! <3
What a GREAT revison plan.

Getting E71 soon, probably white colour.

I still don't feel any sense of urgency & im starting to get worried :(

I need patient people to teach me on these few subjects! :
-Emaths
-POA
-Egeog

Thats about what im not really prepared, chem, ss, d&t & languages i gotta figure a way out myself to pass them. If nobody helps me, i gotta help myself ! SELF RELIANT ! <3

K [no more blogging for awhile (?)] bye.

there now, steady love

Home united !! U15 Milo Cup !!

Spent the last few days training @ home united

Thursday & friday @ old police acadamy
Today @ new pheonix park.

Thursday ( how the hell underline stuffs in blogger)

Had physical cum fitness training in the morning, shiok.
Ate @ canteen there then lepak till afternoon court training starts.

Friday

Court training in the morning then fitness in afternoon.

Today

Court trainings at nppk.

Im so looking forward to milo cup but first , STUDY.

Bye.

那么的平凡却又深刻.

Home united training today early morning !

Met John and YJ at WS.

Didn't perform today ._.

Ate Hungry Jack, breakfast set & mango snow ice

21 > 58 > home

Maple !

Bye

Results results ..

English 23/50
Hmt 44/90
Emaths 14/30 (overall 44/80)
Sci(Physics) 30/40
Sci(Chemistry) 26/40
Humanities(E-Geog) 7/25 (overall 20+/50)
Humanities(SS) 26/44
POA - haven't got back, but at least 5/30
D&T 12/50

God damn it, quite disappointing results :(

Failed 3 subjects 1 or 2 marks (EL, HMT & EM)
Overall will probably pass anyway.

Science no A1, just nice A2, quite disappointing.
Hope my values marks adds to A1, science i have hand in homeworks.

Humanities, rather expected. Regretted not studying for the MCQ (SS)
I thought the mcq only like cary few marks.

POA is a sure fail for me, D&T i really regretted not studying.
Hope my project pulls my D&T results up, B3 last term !

Hope at the end of the year i would at least pass all my subjects.
Need to chiong hard for POA, E-Geog & E-Maths

Aim for EOY ! (in report book)
El B3 ~A1
HMT C6
E-Maths A1
Combined Science A1
Combined Humanities C6 ~B3
POA C6 ~B3
D&T C6 ~A1
"O" level Chinese A1 / A2

Jia kang add oil !

Bye.

21/08/2009

Life's like that, accept it. Get over it or do something about it.

Common test is over ! I officially failed e-geog lolz.
What I studied all never come out.
Nehmind my other subjects I still have quite high hopes on them.

I WANT TO DROP POA, BUT .. it might be useful in the future :( hen mao dun

After e-geog test jeryl want find trouble .. retarded shit.
Went to library then back to classroom and back to library again.
Played some arcade bowling thing on ruhuan's iphone with marcus.
Had 2 boring periods with lavania, I did some art on my hand.

Went to yonghao house to guitar hero !
K anyway I lazy type already goodnight

Bye.

this love is killing me, but you're the only one

English , HCL & Sub Physics today

All three subjects are very simple,
I'm gonna pass all 6 tests and fail D&T
I won't flunk common tests yay !

McWings upsize coke no ice again, this time yonghao treat! :)
My belated birthday present.
Went to library did quite minimal study there
After that went to 3R5 and did some actual studying on egeog
I won't fail egeog tomorrow yay !

POA SUCKS
LIFE ROCKS

Bye.

Home

Today is a very happy day for me !

SME student meal in the morning with breakfast mates,
Went to school for common tests !

Tests are all quite simple,
Chemistry was quite unexpectedly simple
Emaths was quite alright except for a few question
SS as great just that not enough time to write more for SEQ

Went for McWings upsize coke no ice with yongjian.
Met priscilla and camille then took 28 to tampines mrt wait for am and perry.
Stopped at payalebar and walked to SBC.
I love the court cause its super waxed and I can touch the top of the rim.

Played against a not-so-good hongkong team.
I main five ! Alot of playing time also.
Sadly scored only 4points, 1 free throw 1 3pter.
Was quite a good game for me.
Final score Home United 53 - 21 Hong Kong
Thrashed.

Life rocks for now yay !
Bye.

Common tests

I need chemistry, poa, e-geog & social studies pros
Anyone can help ? :(

English, e-maths, physics, hcl & dnt I think can make it

Looking forward to wednesday ! home u vs hongkong @SBC

Bye

Happy birthday

"You lift my feet off the ground,
spin me around, you made me crazier,
crazier, crazier ..."

Yesterday was Singapore's, Francis Gregory's & Ryan's birthday ! Happy birthday 3 of them.

Went to Whitesands meet Russell, Jun wei, Yong jian & one girl. Bought Francis Gregory a box of chocolates then take 354 go to his bbq. The lamb chop very steady ! Even though having sore throat, fucking yongjian still tempted me like shit & in the end I ate the lamb chop and WOW. Went to Ryan's condo around 8 plus. Marcus, Jasper, Yonghao, Yongjian, Eric, Tzesiang, Weibin, Rongshun, Shuqi, Carolyn, Rebecca, Krista, Xinyu, & few more self-invited went. Drank quite alot and Marcus was the biggest joker ! He got drunk. The girls were pretty much drunk too but went home early. Share alot of secrets poolside around 4plus and left Ryan's around 630. Went Pasir ris inter, after that Yh E M Rs went tampines inter while I went home.

Bye.

your subtleties

"when all you gotta keep is strong,
move along move along like i know you do.
and even when your hope is gone,
move along move along just to make it through."

Im 15 !! (like 10 days ago.)

Had some resilient workshop today, quite fun ! Some bastard called bryan choked me, then his mentor's turn.


EL SS EM EG POA CHEM are like the most boring periods with boring teachers.

HCL teacher fuck up, CMI.

DNT PHY LIT PE are my favourite periods.


Life SUCKS

Never Say Never

"You can never say never
why we don't know when
time, time and time again
younger now, than we were before.

Don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go

Don't let me go
don't let me go
don't let me go

We're pulling apart
and coming together again and again
We're growing apart
but we pull it together
pull it together, together again. "The Fray - Never Say Never


Life is great !

14/06
Had first RC games, lost to starlight rc by 8 points

15/06
Friendly with tampines sec, thrash ?
I scored 10 points in 10mins !

17 ~19/06
Class chalet!
Was rather fun and I felt like everyone there were quite bonded (cause those that did not went were those that not really welcomed(?)) . We played cards, mahjong, arcade, phototaking session, fire, bicycle, pillow fights & my favourite was slacking period in our room with eric, zhou hao, marcus & sarah. I won quite alot money in mahjong sessions :S

Had friendly with Manjusri on friday, we got thrashed ._. lost like <20 points. I scored a three pointer jumpshot !

20/06
Home united vs Hwa chong. Played main 5 seh siao siao ^^ Scored 21 points ! I had many fast breaks & one 3pter jumpshot again ! I have one block on their number 7 & I made many turnovers ._.

Later going to have second match for RC games, hope to win at least 3 of the remaining 4 matches ! Unlimited ftw !

Bye.

To be with you

"I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you

Just to be with you, yeah"
To be with you - David Archuleta


Life's been eventful with ups and downs

Results like ..
Twisted my ankle on friday,
never go friendly on saturday,
Fiba 3 on 3 today wasn't as planned ..

Lv50 in maple,
Guitar hero is fun !

Bye.

"Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear of the noun, the God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side"

Happy :)

Today is a happy day ! I got 2 results back and both still can make it.
Dnt 40/70 (3rd in class !!!)
Hmt paper1 si han 6/20 compo 29.5/70 paper 2 56/110

Sian I scared my maths fail ..
Anw I'm feeling much more cheerful nowadays!

18/5
Had last mye test, sc(physics). Went bowling then after that training. Both sucks and training super boring.

19/5
School > gym > 134 > home

Tomorrow going register for Fiba 3on3 with John after that go Queensway buy shoe. Hope dwight bounce have stock for my size.
Theres just so many things I want to buy but so little money to get them all.

Maple 2 !! Hope it will be fun and I can level fast fast.

I TOUCH RIM TODAY, TWICE

Bye ! :)

Mid year exams

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Rooftops - Lost Prophets



If today was your last day - Nickelback



Kristy, are you doing okay - The Offspring

Turn it up, become alive.

"Turn it up, at 5 minutes to midnight,
You're coming home with me tonight.
I can't get enough,
Shaking me up,
Turn it up.
Alright, at 5 minutes to midnight,
We'll see our names in city lights.
We'll make the clock stop,
Make your heart drop,
Become alive." - 5 Minutes till Midnight, Boys like girls.

Went to home united training today, felt rather sick at the start and got better after awhile. I find myself rather detestable whenever I am playing ball nowadays. I get pissed on court easily; opponents play dirty, teammates or myself play like shit, teammates don't pass, anyhow games. Good thing is it means Im serious but bad thing is I will have many haters. Somehow I feel glad that basketball training has ended and home u's stopping too. I'll have more time to study for a change. Im starting to find an interest in track and field. Next year I want to run and do high jump. Oh btw ngee ann secondary sucks, IMHO.

Gym or ball tomorrow anyone ? Just a call away.

Bye.

Boring ..

Alot people are sick nowadays !! Eric, yongjian, jasper etc... I dont wanna to be the next !!! MYE COMING !!! STUDYING HARD, SO GLAD TRAINING IS OVER !! :D Argh anyone want study combine science or emaths just jio me anytime next week, try my best to join you.

Aims for MYE
English B3 ~ A1
Emaths B3 ~ A1
Combine science A1
Dnt A1
POA A1
Combined humans C6
Higher chinese C6
Im not sure of my feelings YET.
Hope I'll achieve them !! :)


Bye.

My heart has started to separate.

"Ohhh oh, ohhh oh
be my baby, I'll look after you"- The Fray, Look After you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN AND DARREN !!

Went to celebrate Ian's and Darren's birthday today at vivo !! Met at bedok inter at 11 plus and took 30 to vivo. Bought like 29 tickets for fast n furious 4. The movie was nice ! Anw I think its my first time going out with so many people. Deeraj poor thing sia :S Movie was quite nice and I had fun in the theatre ! Dinner at bedok 85 ba chor mee !
I think next year will be very sian because seniors all graduating ..
Won't have as much fun as this year.

Bye.

PULAU UBIN !!

I shall post cause today is quite fun !

Went to pulau ubin today !! Very long since I last went there :S (Carmen, Ivan, Marcus, Shuqi, Yonghao & I) Kelly couldnt make it cause she sick. Ate prata for breakfast at changi village !! The teh tarik ice was nice n cheap but the prata average and quite exp, $1.40/eggprata. Took the ferry go and back for $5 total. Rent bikes then we go cycle ! Cycling very fun except for the mud and rain. Went to chek jawa ! But high tide so did not see much. Went back singapore then took 29 go Tmart eat lunch. After that go Ivan house play mahjong & few other card games. Today is a fun day !

Gen's chalet was fun too !!!!!!! Lols indian and chowlin.

Bye !

Combined School Sports day !!

"You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just go to know ..
Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush.
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause Ive tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush aint going awayyy"
Crush - David Archuleta


HELLO I WENT TO TRACK TODAY TO DO HIGH JUMPS AND I CLEARED 1.50M AND I AM VERY HAPPY. LOOKING FORWARD TO MORE TRAININGS ! HOPE I CAN CLEAR 1.70M LIKE CHINDIAN !! GOODNIGHT AND GOODBYE.

01/03/2009

"And I turn, around, you're with him now.
I just can't figure it out ..
Tell me why, you're so hard to forget,
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why, I can't seem to face the truth,
Im just a little too not over you."
A little too not over you - David Archuleta

Hello all !! Haven't been blogging properly for quite long huh :S
Went to Pasir Ris CC to play ball yesterday, with quite a few dunman players.
Then went to loyang point eat after that go home. Yong is a joker ..

Today, went to queensway with yongjian and ts.
Yongjian bought t-mac lightning creator.
Ts bought the shoe I wanted to buy Dwight howard bounce !!
Hope russell's coach will order for me :s
After that went to eunos cc play ball with yonghao.

Bboys over, never get in nats, very sad, no trophy :(

Thats all, bye !

Its over ..

Esenihc, Yalam. I AM ESENIHC

"Now I got to do it alone, but I'll never give up, No I'll never give up ..
What am I fighting for, there must be something more.
For all these words I sing, do you feel anything ??"- Fighting, Yellowcard


Hello, Esenihc means chinese and Yalam means malay. Im starting to like the yalam in my class. Yup, and I am NOT slacking anymore and WILL do my homework (Unless Im super tired).

Basketball's going on fine. Home U ! Quite a average team cause centre's not very good and guards/forwards are normal. The toilet's cool ! So is the gym and the court. Coach sounds like a coach I would like [talkable, understandable (unlike my CHINA coach)].

Maths is getting better now that I quite understand it. POA is still a failure, I know nothing but A=L+OE. Thats all !


Bye!

Maple !

Played maple the whole day today !! Created today !! Now lv 19. Sian now must find funds.
Feeling bored now.

Bye !

Definately maybe

"How much longer, will these keep getting stronger
I wonder whats she's doing when im singing myself to sleep.
Cause he's a faker, so cya later
I wonder when you'll realise that she means alot more to me." - Definately maybe FM Static

Went to gym with Ruban today, after that played ball with philipinoes at 230.
Train quite little :S so will be going on tuesday also I think.

New year is bad !! Went to 2 house to bai nian in total :S

My paternal side the "headquarters"
and maternal side the " headquarters"
Got only more by 200 in total :( Less than my allowance,

Only ton once at Ivan house to play mahjong, I won 16$ !! But got pangsua abitabit then total 10plus, thanks jocelyn !!

I WANT BUY IPHONE, PIANO AND MANY OTHER THINGS.

Bye.

Happy New year !!

"Ave maria"

Hey all happy new year :D a whole new year a whole new start !! Im downloading Maplestory now, still now sure which world to play :P Finding funder also ^^

Goodnight all.