MYE results!

EL   P1: 17/30, 14/30  P2: 12.5/25+summary(havent get)+oral(havent get)
POA   P1: 17.5/40  P2 39/40. Total= 56.5/100 C5
Emath  P1: 50/80  P2 58/100  Total=108/180 B4
Combined Science  Physics 49/85  Chemistry 32/85 D7
Combined Humanities  SS 4/25(seq)  Egeog 5/50  F9

Went to school & received all these results today!
Quite satisfied w POA & Emath. A bit disappointed in EL. Surprise @ my sciences, didn't expect to get so high for both. Chem was a big surprise, i didnt expect my physics to get 49/85 too cause paper quite tough. Combined humans is fucked up haha, didn't study anything at all though. Hope my summary, oral & CL get good grades. I need my CL to be at least B3 if not i can die alr...

Today don't feel like a schoolday at all! Lepaked alot in school, went to pizza hut @ tmall after school with sisterhood(alvin marc gen d qj) Spent alot of money :( ~~$$~~ Cut hair, bought school shoes.

My previous school shoe like CUI only hehe.

Quite loving life now but this probably won't last long :)

What am i living for?

Its a question i've been thinking hard about for the past few days. I CAN'T NAME ANYTHING. Im just tryna survive everyday, grow old. Just looking forward to the future, but there's just nothing im really living for. I guess they call this AIMLESS. A word for pathetic people like me, sigh. This feeling sucks, its like a marathon without a goal.

Don't worry, im not gonna kill myself. One day i'll find my worth :)

High rise, veins of the avenue. Bright eyes & subtle variations of blue. Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you :)

I've been waking up early for many days alr! I only have sunday to sleep in to "recover" my loss of sleep.

Home U training was great today, i got in the team! (relieved) #15


MYE, took both language papers only so far. Feeling good but there's this insecure feeling tugging me, it's like i THINK i know i got my answers right, but somehow i feel they are all gonna be marked wrong! Had a dream last night, that i saw my EL paper 2, 41/50. IT WAS SO DAMN FUCKING REAL I WANTED TO TWEET IT, UNTIL I WOKE UP & REALIZED IT WAS JUST A DREAM!! FUCKING SAD.

EVERYBODY SHOULD GO TO THIS SITE http://lovegivesmehope.com 
Its like the most touching site on earth :')


I realised i always thought about blogging/tweeting many stuffs, but i never do it. Everyday i'll have a lot of things on my mind but always forget what they are when i am blogging/tweeting.


Okay i should shudderff & start studying!! <3 POA/E-maths :) FUCK HUMANITIES!