27/03/10

"The silence isn't so bad, till i look at my hands and feel sad. Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly"

Woke up in the morning after a nice long sleep, i hadn't had such an awesome sleep for so long. I guess i didn't mention to anyone that for the past few days, i've been waking up @ around 3 am & not able to go back to sleep untill around 4 or 5, stoning in bed thinking about some stupid, not-supposed-to-be-stressful stuffs. So thats the reason why im so tired in school! Been sleeping for many lessons this week, i have to buck up. Had an English comphre test on friday which i think was quite a irritating & boring passage to read but the questions are quite answerable. I want to get an A1 for EL this term.

Right i have a big question on my mind now. What if a good friend of mine likes a girl whom i sort of like & maybe he knows how i feel so he is being quite cold to me, give it up? The answer is pretty obvious for anyone right, i should just let it go, but SOMETHING is pulling me back. Anw anyone who reads this don't think wrong, its not happening to me. But i guess no one is reading what im typing now so why the hell am i explaining >_>

WOAH FEELLING A LIL BETTER AFTER RANTING THEM OFF HERE, JUST A LIL THO :)

Study time!

Okay just a quick post cause i need a sleep soon or i won't be able to wake up tomorrow for school!

1) Woke up feeling all good for first game of nationals.

2) Took coach's car to clementi instead of the school's bus >_>

3) Got thrashed by pierce secondary! we didnt even put up a fight

4) Lepak @ 201 mac till 6ish then took bus 9 home

5) Bath, eat dinner, watch down w love!

6) Just finished ep8 & i am starting to like this drama more! but its ending soon :S

7) Need to get back to reality fast & start studying!

Sentosa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG YONG JIAN!

Its been so long since like everything went my way!!! :)

Sentosa was GREAT! I left my house & reached Rs's @ 1020, he told me he was eating & coming down soon so i just played my PSP to kill time. Sometime later, i check my watch(got it @ pasar malam near school for only $5!) IT WAS ALR 1050 & WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET @ BEDOK INT @ 11OCLOCK!! Of course we reached there quite late, Yj, Yh & Ts were alr there. Ate, then take bus30 to vivo, lepak @ upper deck.

When we reached Vivo, Rs & i went to NUM to get his singlet & my sandal. The offer now is buy 2 & get 20% off! So he got a Brazil singlet while i got a brazillian praia sandal! After like 10mins, i decided to change into my new sandals THEN I REALISED THE SIZE WAS TOO BIG & I ALR THREW THE RECEIPT AWAY :S So i went back to try & change & THE ASSISTANT DIDN'T EVEN ASK FOR RECEIPT WHEN I SAID MY SANDALS WAS TOO BIG & INSTEAD JUST TOOK ANOTHER ONE WHICH IS ONE SIZE SMALLER FOR ME! HOW GREAT IS THAT! (L) (i don't agree that the employees are all gay HAH)

After changing i realise i still have money left soo.. went to Everlast to get a singlet! The singlet cost only $30 which was why i was so tempted to buy! Bought a white one while Ts got the black one. Took the monorail to Sentosa.

We took awhile to find a shaded spot for our bags then played cards first cause the weather is TOO HOT! Then we played BEACH VOLLEYBALL FOR 2MINS before jumping into the SHIOK SEAWATER! The water was quite salty & especially disgusting when it goes into my nose or mouth! We also dug a super deep hole hoping when Wb come he will step into it & die or something then we can bury him on the spot LOL! In the end the plan failed so we just bury Yj untill left his head. Lepak in the water for very long then went to wash up.

Left Sentosa ard 7ish then we took bus 30 to bedok inter & take bus 222 to Bedok85!

ALL IN ALL, YTD WAS A VERY FUN DAY SINCE A LONG TIME! NO STRESS NO WORRIES, JUST ENJOYMENT!!! :)^126345897

Live like we're dying

Yesterday was a pretty fun day! Training wasn't good, as usual. Went to eat mac @ 201 after that. Mcspicy & hot & spicy shaker fries kept me pespiring like shit! Last min plans, supposed to go yh house to guitar hero but we ended up carrying the whole set to ts house & played there! Had loads of fun there.... Guitar hero, Nba2k10, steamboat!!!!!!! Left his place ard 1040 & took a cab home! The old man made noise as usual. Today was a pretty boring day except i went to sakura for dinner! Its getting damn boring, same food there every time. Tomorrow will be a fun day if i doesn't rain! SENTOSA!!!!!!!

Boring life

Life is getting boring-er & boring-er!

When im rotting @ home it will either be viwawa/youtube

I can't do homework or study @ home! This is like my tradition.

This don't really feel like holidays cause i still have to wake up early for so many days! i want to sleep more :(

Rotted @ home watching down with love/就想賴著妳!

Hmm its quite nice but i still think hi my sweetheart nicer alot!!

Right need to study hard if not that old man start to make noise again.

Chemistry & geography will be two of my main focus this holidays!

Looking forward to wednesday to celebrate yj's birthday!

24/01/10

My first post in 2010!
Almost forgot i have a blog.
Happy Birthday Rong Shun!
Went airport to study w eric, brenda & sweekee.
They used my phone to talk to quite a number of people on MY msn.
Dunman High tomorrow, don't think i would get to fucking play just a second again.
I miss HOME UNITED BASKETBALL CLUB!!!
Miss the dunking, miss bathing there, miss playing w the team, miss hungry jacks, miss taking bus 21 for 1hr plus every training.

Life rocks, i got suspended just two weeks into this year<3

Hi my sweetheart!

This show is actually very nice & addictive! I didn't thought i would get hooked to it untill last night & today i finished all 8 episodes. Episode 9 is coming out tomorrow & suddenly i want tomorrow to come faster! LOL. Show is an asshole this time, SO BEING FUCKING RICH IS A FUCKING BIG DEAL IN LIFE HUH! But i guess his job is to show people what not to do when you are rich haha! Moral of the story, be humble & modest, financial status has no link to your character & personality!

Im one big fat disappointment to HUBC

WTF am i doing today. RETARDED FUCK. Why so sloppy, so stupid. Why do i put so much pressure on myself, the team almost lost the game fucktard. What was i thinking. Just fuck off & die bitch. Nevertheless, its TOP4 baby. If i were to play like this again, i should just quit bball. I NEED to step my fucking lousy game up. Cmon fucktard, just sit on the bench if you can't make it. I DON'T WANT TO BE A BENCH PLAYER.

Mockingbird

This song never fail to touch me.

"I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, ain't he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cause daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sitting in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad "Eminem - Mockingbird



Milo Cup second round next monday(catholic high), tuesday(siglap youth) & thursday(jurong sec). If all goes well, we will go in to top 8 ! C'mon jk find your stroke get back on the court like a man. I want + need this competition alot. Don't wanna disappoint the confidence kmk has in all of us, trained for one whole year. HOME

12/11/09

Happy birthday Sebastian & Ying hui !!

Yesterday lost to whye nam, HUBC 66 - 68 Whye nam

Tomorrow & sunday against Hwa chong & unity .. If we lose just one game, we are out :(

K, bye.