Pyramid

1) Pyramids by Charice featuring Iyaz is a (Y) song!

2) Today marks the day I'll have to study hard for "O"s

3) Went to ref for NAS-SKSS match, aft that ball @ 134

4) I'm feeling so damn tired, my ankles are hurting :(

5) I realised I charge my psp for 2 straight days.

6) Need to study

7) Need to save $$

8) Need to study

9) Need to save $$

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6521398) Need to study

6521399) Need to save $$

Happening!

I hope there'll be more chances for me to meet up with my dear friends, i don't want to lose any of them :'O

Stayover @ RS house ytd, played mahjong from 7pm till 1am plus, with a dinner break in between. Rs has the best mother in the world! She treats all of us like her own children.

I love my Blackberry phone!

Touched :' )

I did the "I like you becos.." status thing on fb & i must say this simple thing is so meaningful! I appreciate it that i have friends who cares about how i think about them, reason is definitely becos they care about me! I went to like some people's statuses too just to see what kind of person am i in people's eyes.

So basically:
I am a good teammate
I am very steady
I am friendly & helpful yet kao peh & guai lan (i like ^^)
I am a mahjong kaki
I am always smiling
I play poker but not greedy
I ROCK!! [(i like also^^)thanks asaph]
I am nice, don't get angry, easy going (Y)
I make retarded comments(N)
I hide under table @ POD with shuqi (Y)(Y)
I am steady to last minute plans
I am helpful & care for people even tho i f-ing gl & kp sometimes
I am fun to play basketball & hang out with
I eat creamer @ macs before gng training for strength
I am a nice senior & people like to chat w me on msn
I am persistant
I got a nice Blackberryphone
I am a nice person to chat with
I am cool [(Y) i like this alot^^]
I've grown up & changed
I am nice to everyone even tho i am shy
I seem harmless :'( Looks can be decieving!
I am reminded when people play poker & see J , K
I will always be remembered :')
I am always happy (i have my down times too :O)
I am pro in basketball (LOL)
I jump so high
I always so 'on' to everything

I like every single comment becos they are from my friends who comment truly with their heart :) I <3 my friends & i appreciate having them.

Perfection

I have so many expectations, so many "if only XX is more perfect". Applies to both living & non-living things. Apparently my mother is the furthest away from being IDEAL. Somebody please take a knife & kill her. Fucked up.

I know i'll never be perfect, but i want to be as close to perfect as I possibly can.

Second chance

"Instead of holding you, i was holding out
I should've let you in but i let you down
You were the first to give, i was the first to ask
Now im in second place to get a SECOND CHANCE"
Second chance - Faber drive

Many times in live, i wish for a second chance.
If i had a second chance, i would study very hard in lower sec.
If i had a second chance, i would do my very best in every basketball training.
Really regret having "fun" in my lower sec days.

Hey there, who ever is reading this.

If there is anyone reading this place where i rant like no tomorrow, can you please leave a comment on this post. Just wanna know if anyone reads all these bullshit im saying haha.

4/6/10

Life currently is so great i wish i'll never die!

CL "O" lvls was quite well done imo, compared to last year
At least a B3 this time cmon.
Gonghan not bad, bzbd like shit, paper 2 do-able.

Won opening match against qianxi ytd.
Even thought we play super below average, we won 67-34 ._.
Scored 3 points, fucking lousy

Had MBTI profiling in school & fine dining in the evening.
Today was a great day, but still not yet a fairytale.
If we beat tagawa(blue) next monday, i'll happy beyond description!

Tmr against Fairfield Alumni @ AHS.
Hope the whole team, including me, can perform to standards.

"The grass may be greener on the other side, but the other side will never have someone like you."

MYE results!

EL   P1: 17/30, 14/30  P2: 12.5/25+summary(havent get)+oral(havent get)
POA   P1: 17.5/40  P2 39/40. Total= 56.5/100 C5
Emath  P1: 50/80  P2 58/100  Total=108/180 B4
Combined Science  Physics 49/85  Chemistry 32/85 D7
Combined Humanities  SS 4/25(seq)  Egeog 5/50  F9

Went to school & received all these results today!
Quite satisfied w POA & Emath. A bit disappointed in EL. Surprise @ my sciences, didn't expect to get so high for both. Chem was a big surprise, i didnt expect my physics to get 49/85 too cause paper quite tough. Combined humans is fucked up haha, didn't study anything at all though. Hope my summary, oral & CL get good grades. I need my CL to be at least B3 if not i can die alr...

Today don't feel like a schoolday at all! Lepaked alot in school, went to pizza hut @ tmall after school with sisterhood(alvin marc gen d qj) Spent alot of money :( ~~$$~~ Cut hair, bought school shoes.

My previous school shoe like CUI only hehe.

Quite loving life now but this probably won't last long :)

What am i living for?

Its a question i've been thinking hard about for the past few days. I CAN'T NAME ANYTHING. Im just tryna survive everyday, grow old. Just looking forward to the future, but there's just nothing im really living for. I guess they call this AIMLESS. A word for pathetic people like me, sigh. This feeling sucks, its like a marathon without a goal.

Don't worry, im not gonna kill myself. One day i'll find my worth :)

High rise, veins of the avenue. Bright eyes & subtle variations of blue. Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you :)

I've been waking up early for many days alr! I only have sunday to sleep in to "recover" my loss of sleep.

Home U training was great today, i got in the team! (relieved) #15


MYE, took both language papers only so far. Feeling good but there's this insecure feeling tugging me, it's like i THINK i know i got my answers right, but somehow i feel they are all gonna be marked wrong! Had a dream last night, that i saw my EL paper 2, 41/50. IT WAS SO DAMN FUCKING REAL I WANTED TO TWEET IT, UNTIL I WOKE UP & REALIZED IT WAS JUST A DREAM!! FUCKING SAD.

EVERYBODY SHOULD GO TO THIS SITE http://lovegivesmehope.com 
Its like the most touching site on earth :')


I realised i always thought about blogging/tweeting many stuffs, but i never do it. Everyday i'll have a lot of things on my mind but always forget what they are when i am blogging/tweeting.


Okay i should shudderff & start studying!! <3 POA/E-maths :) FUCK HUMANITIES!