MYE results!

EL   P1: 17/30, 14/30  P2: 12.5/25+summary(havent get)+oral(havent get)
POA   P1: 17.5/40  P2 39/40. Total= 56.5/100 C5
Emath  P1: 50/80  P2 58/100  Total=108/180 B4
Combined Science  Physics 49/85  Chemistry 32/85 D7
Combined Humanities  SS 4/25(seq)  Egeog 5/50  F9

Went to school & received all these results today!
Quite satisfied w POA & Emath. A bit disappointed in EL. Surprise @ my sciences, didn't expect to get so high for both. Chem was a big surprise, i didnt expect my physics to get 49/85 too cause paper quite tough. Combined humans is fucked up haha, didn't study anything at all though. Hope my summary, oral & CL get good grades. I need my CL to be at least B3 if not i can die alr...

Today don't feel like a schoolday at all! Lepaked alot in school, went to pizza hut @ tmall after school with sisterhood(alvin marc gen d qj) Spent alot of money :( ~~$$~~ Cut hair, bought school shoes.

My previous school shoe like CUI only hehe.

Quite loving life now but this probably won't last long :)

What am i living for?

Its a question i've been thinking hard about for the past few days. I CAN'T NAME ANYTHING. Im just tryna survive everyday, grow old. Just looking forward to the future, but there's just nothing im really living for. I guess they call this AIMLESS. A word for pathetic people like me, sigh. This feeling sucks, its like a marathon without a goal.

Don't worry, im not gonna kill myself. One day i'll find my worth :)

High rise, veins of the avenue. Bright eyes & subtle variations of blue. Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you :)

I've been waking up early for many days alr! I only have sunday to sleep in to "recover" my loss of sleep.

Home U training was great today, i got in the team! (relieved) #15


MYE, took both language papers only so far. Feeling good but there's this insecure feeling tugging me, it's like i THINK i know i got my answers right, but somehow i feel they are all gonna be marked wrong! Had a dream last night, that i saw my EL paper 2, 41/50. IT WAS SO DAMN FUCKING REAL I WANTED TO TWEET IT, UNTIL I WOKE UP & REALIZED IT WAS JUST A DREAM!! FUCKING SAD.

EVERYBODY SHOULD GO TO THIS SITE http://lovegivesmehope.com 
Its like the most touching site on earth :')


I realised i always thought about blogging/tweeting many stuffs, but i never do it. Everyday i'll have a lot of things on my mind but always forget what they are when i am blogging/tweeting.


Okay i should shudderff & start studying!! <3 POA/E-maths :) FUCK HUMANITIES!

TGIF!!

One word describes today, TIRED!

Had P.E in the morning, NAPFA stations! I've already achieved Gold except that my 2.4km run gotta be at least C grade, no worries~~ Hate this complacent feeling!

Been rather busy these days but still managed to find a lil time to revise up, i need somebody really strong in Chemistry & Humanities.

I'm fine with all my other subjects except Chemistry, Egeog & SS.

Egeog test today was NOT fine, at most 5/25 :)

I'm tryna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful~~
I wonder what a boring life i would have without music!

Had a great exposure of basketball @ kemabangan cc today!
I hope i will perform well for tmr's friendly against ACJC.

HOME

Another day which suddenly ends.

Nowadays, i don't know what type of life im living but its not memorable at all. I mean, i wake up in the morning, go school, end school, slack, night study, home. Fuck this crappy life. Maybe this type of life is good too cause at least im getting to study more.

Anw i went to track & field nationals finals @ CCK stadium just 2 days back when i noticed this CHIJ Toa Payoh girl who caught my eye & never let go. I mean, this is the first time i saw someone so ... *dream like!* Okay maybe alil exaggerating but thats not the point! So today ian & i was looking through facebook searching for her & THEN SUDDENLY WE FOUND HER~~ Okay not we but ian cause is he link from his track & field friend from the same school. Added her on facebook but so far she haven't accept. Oh anw im not putting much hope in getting into any relationship cause of "O"s  & also because im sure nobody will fall for me.

Why did i write so much about this girl >_>
I mean what if one day we really become friends & she sees this & labels me "Fucking stalker"

What are you thinking jiakang >_>
*Slaps* Get out of this dream NOW

Okay i think im sounding retarded, hope no one comes here & sees this hahah.

STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

I NEED SUPER BIG HELP ON CHEMISTRY, EGEOG & SS, EVERYTHING ELSE IS MANAGEABLE ~~~~

Sick

Had quite a hectic schedule since last week, the last week of training in NAS. Had lots of ball time & now i guess its time to rest! Im starting to love POA cause its getting easier everyday.

Sometimes i wonder why some people have to be so fake all the time. Oh cmon, live your life like yourself & don't live just to blend in / get in people's good books / look cool & THING IS ITS NOT EVEN WORKING. If you continue to live like this, you just needa burn & die. Not directing this @ anyone in particular.

I want to be happy.

27/03/10

"The silence isn't so bad, till i look at my hands and feel sad. Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly"

Woke up in the morning after a nice long sleep, i hadn't had such an awesome sleep for so long. I guess i didn't mention to anyone that for the past few days, i've been waking up @ around 3 am & not able to go back to sleep untill around 4 or 5, stoning in bed thinking about some stupid, not-supposed-to-be-stressful stuffs. So thats the reason why im so tired in school! Been sleeping for many lessons this week, i have to buck up. Had an English comphre test on friday which i think was quite a irritating & boring passage to read but the questions are quite answerable. I want to get an A1 for EL this term.

Right i have a big question on my mind now. What if a good friend of mine likes a girl whom i sort of like & maybe he knows how i feel so he is being quite cold to me, give it up? The answer is pretty obvious for anyone right, i should just let it go, but SOMETHING is pulling me back. Anw anyone who reads this don't think wrong, its not happening to me. But i guess no one is reading what im typing now so why the hell am i explaining >_>

WOAH FEELLING A LIL BETTER AFTER RANTING THEM OFF HERE, JUST A LIL THO :)

Study time!

Okay just a quick post cause i need a sleep soon or i won't be able to wake up tomorrow for school!

1) Woke up feeling all good for first game of nationals.

2) Took coach's car to clementi instead of the school's bus >_>

3) Got thrashed by pierce secondary! we didnt even put up a fight

4) Lepak @ 201 mac till 6ish then took bus 9 home

5) Bath, eat dinner, watch down w love!

6) Just finished ep8 & i am starting to like this drama more! but its ending soon :S

7) Need to get back to reality fast & start studying!

Sentosa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG YONG JIAN!

Its been so long since like everything went my way!!! :)

Sentosa was GREAT! I left my house & reached Rs's @ 1020, he told me he was eating & coming down soon so i just played my PSP to kill time. Sometime later, i check my watch(got it @ pasar malam near school for only $5!) IT WAS ALR 1050 & WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET @ BEDOK INT @ 11OCLOCK!! Of course we reached there quite late, Yj, Yh & Ts were alr there. Ate, then take bus30 to vivo, lepak @ upper deck.

When we reached Vivo, Rs & i went to NUM to get his singlet & my sandal. The offer now is buy 2 & get 20% off! So he got a Brazil singlet while i got a brazillian praia sandal! After like 10mins, i decided to change into my new sandals THEN I REALISED THE SIZE WAS TOO BIG & I ALR THREW THE RECEIPT AWAY :S So i went back to try & change & THE ASSISTANT DIDN'T EVEN ASK FOR RECEIPT WHEN I SAID MY SANDALS WAS TOO BIG & INSTEAD JUST TOOK ANOTHER ONE WHICH IS ONE SIZE SMALLER FOR ME! HOW GREAT IS THAT! (L) (i don't agree that the employees are all gay HAH)

After changing i realise i still have money left soo.. went to Everlast to get a singlet! The singlet cost only $30 which was why i was so tempted to buy! Bought a white one while Ts got the black one. Took the monorail to Sentosa.

We took awhile to find a shaded spot for our bags then played cards first cause the weather is TOO HOT! Then we played BEACH VOLLEYBALL FOR 2MINS before jumping into the SHIOK SEAWATER! The water was quite salty & especially disgusting when it goes into my nose or mouth! We also dug a super deep hole hoping when Wb come he will step into it & die or something then we can bury him on the spot LOL! In the end the plan failed so we just bury Yj untill left his head. Lepak in the water for very long then went to wash up.

Left Sentosa ard 7ish then we took bus 30 to bedok inter & take bus 222 to Bedok85!

ALL IN ALL, YTD WAS A VERY FUN DAY SINCE A LONG TIME! NO STRESS NO WORRIES, JUST ENJOYMENT!!! :)^126345897

Live like we're dying

Yesterday was a pretty fun day! Training wasn't good, as usual. Went to eat mac @ 201 after that. Mcspicy & hot & spicy shaker fries kept me pespiring like shit! Last min plans, supposed to go yh house to guitar hero but we ended up carrying the whole set to ts house & played there! Had loads of fun there.... Guitar hero, Nba2k10, steamboat!!!!!!! Left his place ard 1040 & took a cab home! The old man made noise as usual. Today was a pretty boring day except i went to sakura for dinner! Its getting damn boring, same food there every time. Tomorrow will be a fun day if i doesn't rain! SENTOSA!!!!!!!